visual agnosia

the other day i saw the orbituary of one of my patients..
it was an odd feeling.. as if i sort of knew this person.. because i saw him everyday, yet i felt as if i did not really know him at all.

it was a statement i had been rattling off many times in the past year.. but when i said it again.. it felt.. unnatural.. as if i wasn't convinced anymore.. as if it wasn't the right thing to do anymore. what next? i guess i am really in His hands now.

life can be a little trying at times.. even without sleep there are 3 windows open now, this, mcq questions and email about work; plus smsing about work still.. but thankfully today i was reminded once again by this song;

Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.

Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.
- manificent by hillsong