a need, or a want?

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Home sweet home..
Did nothing all day but try to collate the research.. haha I will unpack tonight promise!
Stole pics from the class blog on Adelaide.. haha we were trying to look like we’re rescuing the guy but I look really dumb.. bleh = P
No withdrawal symptoms strangely, it’s like.. when u’ve had something really wonderful.. just that little bit is enough enjoyment.. u don’t crave for it. Yes you would love to have it again, but if you can’t, well.. no worries! = )

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hm well.. a little lost now.

just realised all the research was not needed. and it can't be implemented.

a little crushing, after all the effort (and money) placed into it.

irony isn't it.. when you're busy you wish you had nothing to do, and when that finally is the case.. you feel that you're not needed.. and sometimes, do you wonder, what you're really supposed to be doing in this life?

ordinarily.. would be upset. but now i know.. that God has a purpose in my life.. and i will live continually striving and praying to find it. and working towards what i think it is.

bestie, i feel the same way, if He ever asked the question today, "what did you do with all the abilities and talents I gave you?", my answer would be, "i'm sorry, but i did nothing."

but i should be happy! because the best outcome is coming, we have better opportunities than we thought possible, even if they did not come from my help, i'll make the choice to rejoice! and praise Him for His grace.

and in future, channel my efforts into something more worthwhile..

p.s lotsa melbourne stuff to be found in tanglin marketplace in paragon.. the natural confectionery sweets, sunsweet granola bars, coffee, greek dips and yoghurt, arnotts (not marked up yay!), smith's chips, richfields choc, honey, schweppes and san pelligrino.. for those like me who miss it already = )