you look too young for your age

saw that scene many times, doctors with differing opinions all in the interest of the patient, arguing.
except this time, the outcome of the argument is a matter of life and death.
at the back of my mind, always knew i would have to do that one day.
just didn't expect it to be tomorrow.

sigh unintentionally, no proper meal in days.. except last night (thanks ellie, really missed and loved ur company after a year apart) and really really thankful that i finally had the chance to pop back to sc today.. as ms audrey tan was saying, the culture can never be defined, and i still think, in all my innocence, that going through all the awkwardness, confusion and alienation for the rest of my life, is worth it for just 10 years of happiness.

besides, i have the Lord with me = ) (and all my sc friends of course.. thank you thank you) a prayer is all that's needed to rid the epigastric pain and hypoglycaemic fatigue. good prep for passion week! He suffered for us more than we can imagine.. what is a little hunger really.

ok back to research.