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Monday, September 24, 2007

Surgical Drainage

a little lost at the moment. guess it's been a while since i last ended at the bottom. i thought i tried my best. so does it mean it's not good enough? hm. well. suppose that's what the next 6 years are for.

guess i'm very blessed to have met wonderful HOs, and all the wonderful urologists.. u'll never meet surgeons who really care so so much, and i don't mind them coming down hard on me for not doing a good job. then again couldn't care less these days even if a patient gives me blowdryer treatment. poker face.

extremely busy.. 15- hour days and now i know why they pay more for weekend calls.. ran around from 8am to 2am last night.. post-call was at 4pm, went to restaurant after.. aiyo.. so so tired. bleh.

anyway, the more important thing i wanted to say.. was about finding out something, in a deja vu pattern, 2 days before paeds test. this time i was prepared for the news, had a plan and budget to help cope etc.. been working it out for years. but when it came, to my surprise, i didn't bat a an eyelid.. just completely unfazed. didn't need to use a cent cos my true joy wasn't the least bit shaken, the true joy from the Lord. at last, think i'm ready = ) and remained more or less unscathed.

in case there's no time, making announcement now....
by the grace of God:

Getting Baptised!
On Saturday 13TH October 10.00am
at Newton Life Church (near newton mrt.. sms me if u're coming!)
Everyone's invited! (bring your family, friends etc etc)
for more info: www.newtonlifechurch.org


developing anxiety disorder man.. from the daily rounds SQ 1 ward at 1patient/2min, run fast.
really admire HOs, ok above as well la who can really stop what they're doing to say a gentle word, smile despite the 20 others in OT and 30 others in clinic, or 40 other plugs. cos i think i really don't have such cardiomegaly.

incidentally, first page seen in daily bread (12/6/07): 1 Corinthians 11:1 - Imitate me, just as I also imitate Christ.

trying to rem this too: Isaiah 32:18 - My people will dwell in a peaceful habitation, in secure dwellings, and in quiet resting places.
ok, zzz soon.

oh P.S the previous post referred to experiences of others not mine! what were u thinking.. ha the only human love i know is Bailey and Love's principles of surgery.

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