visual agnosia

the other day i saw the orbituary of one of my patients..
it was an odd feeling.. as if i sort of knew this person.. because i saw him everyday, yet i felt as if i did not really know him at all.

it was a statement i had been rattling off many times in the past year.. but when i said it again.. it felt.. unnatural.. as if i wasn't convinced anymore.. as if it wasn't the right thing to do anymore. what next? i guess i am really in His hands now.

life can be a little trying at times.. even without sleep there are 3 windows open now, this, mcq questions and email about work; plus smsing about work still.. but thankfully today i was reminded once again by this song;

Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.

Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.
- manificent by hillsong

hemi-neglect

so this is how a prisoner feels the night before his execution...
thankfully.. i have this song no matter what happens tomorrow.. and the reminder of how He felt the night before too.

You called my name, reached out Your hand,
Restored my life, and I was redeemed,
The moment You entered my life,
Amazing grace, Christ gave that day,
My life was changed,
Went from my shoulders, fell the weight of my sin


So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for Your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On You I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts, as I rest in You,
I'm now in love, with a Saviour,
Bearing the marks of His love

- second chance by hillsong