dx: confusion--- resolving

"speak to more people"





ok.





" i believe in working as a team."





at last.





" do it for the people, but not just for the people."





" what do you want out of this? do you just want to rise fast? or be firm before going on?"





" ultimately, you need motivation.. what gets you through reviews at midnight.. for the rest of your life."





i think so.....


except i made the same mistake of trying to run the show by myself .


only when i let go.. do i find, quite clumsily, that He does a way better job than me.





let go... only then can you stand on your own two feet. and they are your own. feel them.





unless of course, you made the same mistake of going running before a call.





what's worse than a sunday call.. it's 2 consecutive sunday calls. oh my goodness not-so-gracious me.

but it's Your " good, perfect and pleasing will"...

oh Lord, i need You more than ever.. don't ever leave me alone now..


what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
i can't keep up
and i can't back down
i've been losing so much time